- Why are so many people disillusioned?
- Why are more and more people being disillusioned?
- What is disillusionment anyway?
- Is disillusionment the work of the devil, the flesh or the indwelling Christ?
Maybe you have been involved in ‘church life’ for many years, served the church through many different roles, faithful in attending, but then all of a sudden you become disillusioned. Why?
You see if you are in a church system, obviously you are influenced by it, you are taught by it, ‘corrected’ by it, told it is true, even that ‘truth’ is backed by scripture – but wait, even the Catholic’s think they have the truth, even to the extent that they say they are the one true church. So how do I know the ‘truth’ I know, is real truth. How do I know what I believe, is true?
It is true we don’t have the physical statues, false doctrine such as praying to saints as the Catholic system does, but does that mean we are right and they are wrong. Does it mean that we have a better ‘system’ because we don’t do those things? How do we know we are not found serving a different idol?
The idol called the church has many faces; it takes revelation to see truth.
A pre-cursor to revelation is disillusionment.
I am very disillusioned. But – before you think how bad that is, let me say, it is only good. Let me explain.
Isa. 43:18-19 (NCV) 18 The LORD says, “Forget what happened before, and do not think about the past. 19 Look at the new thing I am going to do. It is already happening. Don’t you see it? (NIV) do you not perceive it?
Most people of the spirit are very perceptive. In fact we cannot be people led of the Spirit if we do not perceive things.
What you perceive determines what you believe. If people have no perception then they believe the wrong thing – they have false belief.
Today many people’s belief is derived from education instead of perception, information instead of revelation
A while ago a person visited us who had a hearing impairment – their comment was that NZ was basically boring because they couldn’t hear the birds singing. They wore sunglasses that were more like blinkers so they could only see basically what was in front of them & missed out on a lot of the beautiful scenery. They perceived something that was untrue – (NZ is one of the most beautiful places in the world)
We believe only what we perceive. We believe only what we see. (ask for the teaching on ‘Seeing is believing’)
- So firstly we need to have ears that hear what the Spirit is saying.
- Secondly perceive correctly what God is saying or doing.
If you have been a Christian for any length of time, you must have faced disillusionment in your life. Have you become disillusioned with life, with other Christians, with church, with yourself - with God? Do you find it harder than you thought to walk as He walked? Do you agonise over unanswered prayers, harsh or shallow people in church, a loss of joy, peace or passion?
If any of these rings true for you, then praise God! Disillusionment is a work of the Holy Spirit in the life of every believer. In fact, I will go so far as to say that, if you have never known such disillusionment as this, then you have not been growing as a Christian.
What is disillusionment anyway?
Firstly, to understand this - what is an illusion? The dictionary states an illusion is:-
- an erroneous mental representation
- something many people believe, that is false;
When we witness an illusion, we perceive something that does not correspond to what is actually out there—what exists in the real world. Illusions fool us. They convince us of things that are not true. Dictionary definitions of illusion usually state that an illusion is a sensory perception that causes a false or distorted impression, or a misrepresentation of a "real" sensory stimulus.
Biblically an "Illusion" is something that is false. A false way of seeing things or believing. An illusion can be in the form of false gods of whatever system (or mindset) we are in.
So therefore Dis-illusionment: - means the loss of false belief. Realizing that what you understood is not correct, what you believed to be so is not so.
For, what is it to be disillusioned, but to have your illusions shattered? And what are illusions, but untrue ideas and beliefs that we have acquired along our way? The Holy Spirit wants to root out your illusions, he wants you dis-illusioned – this makes way for revelation – revelation then brings forth truth. Education or knowledge, the things we have been taught, doesn’t bring truth it is revelation that brings truth.
For Jeannette and myself, one of the major reasons God bought us to Ashburton was to get us out of the church system. We had an illusion that what we were doing and had done for nearly 30 years, was God. When we became disillusioned with the ‘system’ we saw all its faults and errors in bold technicolour.
After some time we began to see that what God was doing - what we were perceiving, the revelation God was giving us could never have come while being part of the ‘system’ – Ashburton was to take us out, literally – the bible calls it ‘dying to self’.
After a while instead of seeing the faults of the church system we began to see the ‘system’ in us or the illusions we had, in us, for decades. The focus became the error in us rather than the error in them.
Disillusionment set in but - disillusionment, rightly understood, is a very beneficial force! The more illusions we can be rid of in this life - and there are many - the better! In fact, you will discover that disillusionment naturally leads to renewal. The Lord breaks down; but He also builds up.
In fact, it is sometimes so hard to have our illusions challenged, that we prefer not to grow any further, and to keep our illusions intact.
illusions are a false way of seeing things. Revelation is the true way to see things.
And these things have to do with how we see God, the Christian life, our brothers and sisters in Christ, ‘church’ and ourselves.
The reason that disillusionment is so widespread is because people consistently put their hopes in the wrong things. Even in Christian circles, they almost universally put their faith in organisations more than in God himself. When the organisations let them down (and they always do), there is nothing left for most people to do except hide their disappointment and carry on the best they can.
Disillusion is the child of illusion… i.e., we feel betrayed and let down because from the beginning we’ve had the wrong ideas, the wrong expectations.
You see, our problem is that we tend to try to box God into acting one way… our way… the way we want Him to act, the way we want things to turn out… and then if that doesn’t happen… we get discouraged, we throw in the towel and in despair, turn back to the old life.
Many people were disillusioned by the crucifixion of Jesus – wasn’t He supposed to bring freedom to the Jews, wasn’t He the King of a new Kingdom?
THE PROBLEM HAD NOT BEEN THEIR EXPERIENCE WITH JESUS, BUT RATHER THEIR PROBLEM HAD BEEN WITH THEIR EXPECTATIONS.
Disillusionment means having no more misconceptions, false impressions, and false judgments in life; it means being free from these deceptions.
However, though no longer deceived, our experience of disillusionment may actually leave us cynical and overly critical in our judgment of others.
The problem is a disillusioned person is often cynical.
But the disillusionment that comes from God brings us to the point where we see people as they really are, yet without any cynicism or any stinging and bitter criticism.
The disillusionment with our own abilities is, perhaps, one of the most important things that can ever happen to us.
So with this in mind – are you disillusioned with church? Maybe it is the Holy Spirit wanting to bring you to a place of freedom from the illusions you had about the church system.
You have two choices
1/ Keep pressing in, trying to deal with the disillusionment, brush aside those feelings, thoughts and yes the promptings of the Holy Ghost so that you can stay in the ‘system’, stay in the familiar.
2/ Ask the Lord to show you why you are disillusioned, what is it that you had false belief in?
Are you actually practicing churchianity instead of Christianity.
It may cost you everything – are you willing to die to self.
I want to talk to you about a mystery. The dictionary states a mystery as a ‘puzzling event or situation’ and to the unsaved or those that are not walking in the Spirit this mystery can be puzzling. To the spiritual, a mystery is known by divine revelation.
I like a good mystery but even more than that I like a 'revealed mystery'
Colossians 1:26-27 the mystery which [has been] hidden from ages and from generations, but has now been made manifest to his saints; to whom God would make known what are the riches of the glory of this mystery among the nations, which is Christ in you the hope of glory:
Paul proclaimed this Christ as being in them. For the design of the Gospel is to put men possessed of the Spirit and walking in the power of Christ, to make them partakers of the Divine nature, and so prepare them for an eternal union with himself.
Now before you say "I know that Christ is in me" and stop reading - I am not talking about a 'symbolic Jesus is in my heart' type thing - I am talking that the creator of the universe is actually living in you.
If we get a revelation of this (not just a head knowledge) it will transform you life.
This is what the Lord wanted right from when He created Adam - to Live with man, to have deep fellowship with him, to walk and talk with him.
Because of Adams sin, God departed. Then God chose to live among men via the tabernacle, His presence was seen by all, He was worshiped there, people ‘came’ to worship, people ‘came’ to hear from God.
In the New Testament, under the new covenant instituted by Christ,
God no longer dwells in a physical temple.
Acts 7:47-50 But Solomon built him an house. Howbeit the most High dwelleth not in temples made with hands; as saith the prophet, Heaven is my throne, and earth is my footstool: what house will ye build me? saith the Lord: or what is the place of my rest? Hath not my hand made all these things?
Again Paul said in
Acts 17:24 God that made the world and all things therein, seeing that he is Lord of heaven and earth, dwelleth not in temples made with hands;
A building is not the habitation of God anymore.
I want to talk about:-
• Christianity not churchianity - Churchianty is about church – Christianity is about Christ
• The body not a business
• Organism not an organization
• Relationship not religiosity – religiosity is about doing or seen to be doing – relationship is about being.
• His Presence not our performance – performance is about me and about me doing – presence is about Him and about Him doing. Performance is about my involvement – presence is about His involvement. My works are as filthy rags – His works in and through me are as gold. He must increase – I must decrease. I must realize that the less of me equals the more of Him. I need a revelation of Christ in me the hope of glory. The Apostle Paul put it this way – “its no longer I that lives but Christ that lives in me”.
• A spiritual building not an earthly building
1 Peter 2:4-5 And coming to Him as to a living stone which has been rejected by men, but is choice [chosen, elect] and precious in the sight of God, you also, as living stones, are being built up as a spiritual house for a holy priesthood, to offer up spiritual sacrifices.
You are God's 'spiritual house' - He no longer 'dwells' in buildings made by man, He doesnt live in churches, He dwells in you.
All sources agree that ‘ekklesia’ denotes not a physical structure but a living, eternal spiritual dwelling place. But many sources misstranslate this to the word church. A living spiritual house - not a system, an organization or a place but a living 'body' Being assembled and fit together by the Lord for His dwelling.
Paul said: (Ephesians 2:20-22).
"So then you are no longer strangers and aliens, but you are fellow citizens with the saints [holy ones] and are of God's household, having been built on the foundation of the apostles and prophets, Christ Jesus Himself being the corner stone, in whom the whole building, being fitted together, is growing into a holy temple [sanctuary] in the Lord, in whom you also are being built together into a dwelling of God in the Spirit"
The true assembly of believers of God is not of this world but is a spiritual dwelling place for God.
So the church building is no longer inhabited by God – it is not the house of God anymore, it is not sacred, it is not holy, it is not sanctified.
But the body of Christ is now being built up as a dwelling place of God, the body of Christ is now the temple, and individuals are of the household of God.
His house will be (is) within His believers. We of the Body of Christ are His dwelling place forever.
Hebrews 3:6 but Christ, as Son over his house, whose house are we, if indeed we hold fast the boldness and the boast of hope firm to the end.
1 Corinthians 3:16-17 Know ye not that ye are the temple of God, and that the Spirit of God dwelleth in you? If any man defile the temple of God, him shall God destroy; for the temple of God is holy, which temple ye are.
2 Corinthians 5:1 For we know that if our earthly house of this tabernacle were dissolved, we have a building of God, an house not made with hands, eternal in the heavens.
We so need a revelation of ‘Christ in Us’
We have got to get off the focus of meetings, going to see miracles in a meeting, going to worship God somewhere, going to a meeting to get healed, going to a meeting to get……
We have got to turn meetings into ministry.
Got to get off the focus of meetings and onto personal ministry.
Do you realize that Christ is in you, all the power, authority and ability of Christ is in you. Healing is in you. Miracles are in you. All you have to do is learn to let Jesus Christ minister through you.
God is taking the emphasis off superstars and onto the saints.
You see God wants to use you to perform miracles, He wants you to worship Him from your relationship with Him, every day, rather than a religious meeting where your heart isn’t. He wants to use you to heal others out in the market place, in your everyday life.
1 John 4:4 ………. greater is he that is in you, than he that is in the world.
When you have the revelation that God lives in you you partake of the divine nature and you don’t sin, and secondly you realize that the power of Christ to do what He says is IN YOU. The power to heal is in you, the power to do miracles is in you.
When you have the revelation that God is in you you worship differently because He is with you, walking with you every second of every day – that’s why I can fellowship with Him anytime, anywhere.